We are neither Macs nor PC’s in my house, though the majority of our computers over the years have been PC’s, for cost, efficiency or job reasons. Despite that, Steve Jobs and Apple Computer has had a profound influence in our lives.
I got an Apple IIe for my college graduation in 1983 and it rocked my world. I had worked part time at the college computing center, an IBM mainframe environment, so owning any machine that didn’t require a whole room full of equipment was simply amazing. During the next few years, it saw some upgrades—a hard drive, (a new thing in those days… floppies were the standard) a color monitor (really a glorified color TV) and a few other things. It taught me a lot. My wife used it to plan our wedding in 1991.
Not long after, she got Mac PowerBook, which she loved, and was heartbroken when she cracked the screen and found out it would cost more to get it fixed than getting a new Mac. She considered it, but started working at a company who standardized on IBM Thinkpads, so that was that. She still has it, broken screen and all. Just can’t bring herself to throw it away. Still boots too.
At the time, I was a system administrator on Sun Microsystems workstations, so my head was in Unix. The Mac-vs-PC wars were in full swing, but I paid little attention, coming from a mainframe, then a Unix world. They were “toy computers” to me. Being a hardware and systems geek, the creative possibilities of a Mac were lost on me. I was also having fun playing with Linux, and building PC’s was a great distraction, so they became the mainstay in our house.
Apple still kept creeping into our lives though. Our ancient 3rd generation iPod is still the main source of music in the house today, permanently seated in its charger because the battery doesn’t stay charged for more than two or three minutes, and it keeps burning out new batteries. It still works, and we’ve found no reason to replace it.
We were slow to adopt the iPhone, and got the 3GS on the verge of the 4 coming out, so we haven’t been eligible for an upgrade from AT&T until recently. We’ll most likely get the 4S when it comes out. Being a professional photographer, having a nice 8 megapixel camera in my phone is too big a temptation to resist.
I got an iPad not long after it came out, then I got my wife one, then upgraded mine to the iPad 2 and gifted my iPad to my goddaughter. I bought one for my nephew as a high school graduation gift during the summer, thinking about how I would have loved one when I started college.
A few months ago, a friend showed me his MacBook Air, and I fell in love. After years of lugging laptops around through cubicles, airports, conference rooms and the like, holding this wafer thin machine in my hands that wasn’t weighted down by a hard drive was irresistible. I had to have one. And since getting one, I find myself reaching for it more often than anything else in the house when I need a real computer, and catch myself wondering why the Lion hand gestures don’t work when I’m on a PC laptop.
“Are you a Mac or a PC?” A common question these days. I’ve always said, “neither” or “both.” I’ve also been quoted as saying, “I buy computers, not religions.” I’m a computer guy from way back. To me, they’re just machines, and there are logistical and economic decisions about buying something like a computer that go beyond a user interface or emotion. Besides, I spend most of my time in a browser and in the cloud, so there isn’t much in the way of onboard software that I care about.
In his 2005 commencement address at Stanford, Steve Jobs said, “You can’t connect the dots looking forward. You can only connect them looking backwards.” I never would have seen the dots being connected when I first booted up my Apple IIe almost 30 years ago, but looking back at the dots, I realized that Apple products have been an agent of change at pivotal points in my life, from teaching me that computers could be small, to planning my wedding, to shrinking my entire CD collection to the size of a small box in my hand, to realizing my lifelong dream of owning a Star Trek communicator, to providing me with a tablet that has become an indispensable walkaround device.
I’m still neither a PC nor a Mac. They’re still just computers to me. And I think Apple may have given us a window into a future world where computing will evolve beyond that old argument. But the loss of Steve Jobs has made me realize the Apples in my life have been more than just computers. I’ve loved them all, and still do.
Thank you, Steve. For everything.

























